I first went to see Renu because it felt like I was stuck in a cycle of behaviour that was preventing me from living the life I wanted. I was unable to pinpoint what was making me frequently self-sabotage and struggled to talk with those close to me about this. On my initial visit with Renu we mainly concentrated on body work whereby she made an assessment of my seven chakras and the degree to which they were open or closed. I lay and observed Renu’s pendulum swinging to differing degrees at each of my energy centres and after then she went to work on the chakras which were least active to try and generate activity there. It is a very bizarre sensation to feel the heat and connectivity come from another person’s fingertips. Afterwards we discussed what I had felt during the process and Renu gave me her conclusions of what she had felt from the energy I presented. In 30mins (in which time we had barely spoken) she gave me an incredibly accurate and insightful description of who I am, what I excel at but also the darker aspects that I struggle to acknowledge or speak about. She gave me ‘homework’ which were mostly key questions and issues to meditate on so that I would know what direction I wanted our sessions to take.
As my visits to Renu continued they became far more interactive. We would begin each session discussing the work I had done in the 3 weeks since my last visit, we could then focus the next session on things that had arisen during meditation or the preceding weeks. We worked on my feelings of self-worth with some regressional work to try and unlock negative memories, feelings and assertions I have held since childhood. It was only then I could consider what it is that I want and the homework became focused on manifesting those things.
During my sessions with Renu we covered issues relating to my relationships – both familial and romantic, developed how I communicate, looked at what was making my work life unsatisfying. I have been able to utilise certain tools and techniques and meditation to carry on the process that I began in these sessions. It sounds trite to say but in the time between my first visit and now my life is barely recognisable, all three of the things I was looking to change in my life I have had the courage and conviction to make the change but to pursue the right things in their place.
C.L. – London